Feeling aweful, 5.00, by mi girl & fams

329 days ago (Tue, 08 Jan 2008 09:29:43 +0200)

I thought before i leave for the Navy, i'd get to see my girl who's out of the country right now, but it looks like it's a different story, i'll be leaving in nearly two days, so i won't get to see her when she comes, like she said nx week, that make me feel bad, because she loves so much, and been through so much before she met me, so i don't i don't wanna miss a thing, i love her, but it's just that i'm not always around which killing the relationship.

In any time she'd find this, if this website still exits, i want A. S-H knows that i really loved her no matter what. As far for mother she's really hurt right now, but if don't do it somebody's gotta do it, otherwise. My God mother don't know yet. but she's not gonna be happy, because we didn't to spend timw 2gether like we usually do. I love her too, she's second mom, btw. I wish she helps my mom when i leave cuz she'll need lots of support. Our country would be vulnerable to any worms who don't liberty, freedom, and treathen it....

Luv u mom, and ninnin

It's not my dad is not in the fam, but he's jus a self-xcluded man, he's been good to me since i was a lil kid, n til now, so i really apreciate that. I don't care what happend i'd still luv him, cus he's a real dad, totally not fake.................................................