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How Colalola2056 has been feeling (December 2007)

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Feeling happy and tired, 7.12, by life in general

i hung with jon today, and met his dad. it was pretty fun. and we went to the library and tried to get books, but the library is gay and wouldnt let us. whatever. i might go to andreas tonight. but im really tired, do i donno if i really want to. of course jon with b there. and yeah, but im tired. and i might have to work tomorrow, but i dont know. i donno what to do haha. i just watched moulin rouge. i love that movie. so much. truth, beauty, freedom. but most of all love. love is really powerful. and like it scares me. and i dont want to hurt jon, but somehow i think i will. i donno. something will happen. like i will have breast cancer, like i think i do. which would b horrible. cuz he has already almost lost two people to cancer. and i wouldnt want to be a third. i donno. im tired. i think i will sleep. night love!

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352 days ago by colalola2056

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Feeling happy and tired, 6.80, by being a hero

i gave blood today. saved three lives. i feel accomplished. and tired. im gonna nap. bye.

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364 days ago by colalola2056

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Feeling loved, 8.07, by people

so right now im pretty happy. i mean i have a boat load of stuff to do right now, but im okay with that. cuz i donno jon makes me really happy and we really connected last night and im super glad about that. and tomorrow im giving blood and saving peoples lives and it makes me really happy. like really. i donno why. i just wanna help epole. i just wanna try and make a difference in this world, like really. :-)

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365 days ago by colalola2056